I am using One Year Bible Online for my daily Bible study. For today, One Year Bible Online links here. I have found that by writing this daily blog of what I see when I read these scriptures, I get more out of them. I hope that by posting these ruminations others may get some benefit as well. If you have any thoughts or comments regarding these verses or what I have written about them, please post them. I hope that the Spirit is moving in others through these posts as the Spirit has definitely been convicting me.

     When Joseph’s brothers were preparing to leave, Joseph ordered that once again the silver with which they paid for the grain be put in their sacks with the grain. However, this time he also ordered that his silver cup be placed in Benjamin’s sack along with the silver he paid for the grain. As soon as his brothers had left the city Joseph sent his steward after them to accuse them of stealing his silver cup. The brothers deny stealing anything and agree to having their possessions searched. When the cup is found in Benjamin’s sack his brothers tore their clothes and returned to the city. Upon returning to the city, Judah spoke for the brothers and begged Joseph to make him, Judah, a slave and allow Benjamin to return to his father.
     Joseph was overwhelmed with emotion by Judah’s impassioned defense of his brother and could no longer contain himself. He revealed himself to his brothers. Joseph tells his brothers that they should no longer be angry with themselves for selling him into slavery because God had sent him into Egypt ahead of them in order to keep their families alive. Joseph then tells them to return to Jacob and bring him and their families back to Egypt where Joseph can help take care of them for the remaining five years of famine. When Pharaoh heard that Joseph’s brothers had come he sent orders that they should take carts from Egypt to go and load their families into to bring them all to Egypt. Joseph sent his brothers on the way with plentiful supplies and gifts for his father. As they left he called after them asking them not to quarrel on the way. When they got back to Jacob and told him that Joseph was alive and running things in Egypt, Jacob did not at first believe them. However, once Jacob saw the gifts Joseph had sent, he changed his mind and wanted to go to Egypt to see his son Joseph before he died.
     One of the important parts of this passage for us to pay attention to is what Joseph said to his brothers when he revealed himself. He tells them not to be angry at themselves for what they did to him because it fulfilled God’s will. We should both follow Joseph’s example and his advice. We should follow his example and forgive those who have done wrong to us, recognizing that God has, or will, bring good to us out of those wrongs we have suffered. But we should also forgive ourselves for the wrongs we have done. Before we can do that we need to do as Joseph’s brothers had done and change so that we are not the sort of people to repeat those wrongs. This story contains a microcosm of how we as Christians should deal with our bad choices. We need to repent and change our behaviors so that we do not make the same mistake again. Then we need to forgive those who have done wrong to us. Finally, we need to forgive ourselves for the wrongs we have committed, determining not to repeat those wrongs.

      This passage starts with something I have never noticed before. When Jesus learned that John the Baptist had been beheaded, He withdrew by boat to a solitary place, presumably to be alone with His thoughts. When Jesus did this, the people of the surrounding towns followed Him on foot. When Jesus saw the large crowd that had gathered, He had compassion and began healing their sick. When it got late in the day, His disciples came to Jesus and suggested He send the crowds away so that they, the crowds, could go and get themselves something to eat. Jesus’ response was for the disciples to feed the crowd themselves. The disciples replied that they only had five loaves of bread and two fish, not by any stretch of the imagination enough to feed a crowd of this size. Nevertheless Jesus told His disciples to bring the food they have to Him. He then took the food, blessed it, broke it into pieces and gave it to His disciples to distribute to the crowd. The disciples filled twelve baskets with the leftovers they gathered up after everyone had eaten and was satisfied.
     When they had finished, Jesus made His disciples get into the boat and go ahead of Him to the other side of the lake. He then dismissed the crowd and went up on the mountainside to pray. Shortly before dawn, Jesus headed out to the boat walking on the lake. The boat was well out from shore by this time, although not as far as it might have been because the wind was against it. When the disciples first saw Jesus they thought He was a ghost and were frightened. Jesus spoke to them and told them not to be afraid. Peter asked Jesus to confirm that He was who He said He was by telling Peter to come to Him. Jesus does so. Peter got out of the boat and walked on the water towards Jesus. However, when Peter noticed how rough the wind was making the water he became frightened and began to sink. Peter cried out to Jesus. Jesus reached out His hand and caught him. Together they climbed into the boat.
     This second story highlights something that was pointed out in our Sunday worship service this week. In First Century Palestine, a disciple was someone who strove to become just like his teacher. Someone strove to become the disciple of a particular rabbi because they wanted to be like them, because they wanted to do the things that that rabbi did. That is why Peter wanted to walk on the water to Jesus, he wanted to be like Jesus and to do the things that Jesus did. When we look at this story, I think we see that the disciples were beginning to realize that Jesus was more than a man. Peter here asked Jesus to tell him to come to Him on the water because Peter was not sure that this was something it was possible for him to ever be like Jesus in. That is, Peter, along with the rest of the disciples, was beginning to believe that they were unable to realize their goal of being completely like Jesus. When Peter asked Jesus to tell him to come to Him on the water, Peter was asking if this was something that they could aspire to. Jesus’ answer to Peter, and to us, was that yes, everything He did is something that we can learn to do if we follow Him. Jesus calls us to be His disciples, to strive to become just like Him and to do the things that He did. We too can feed the five thousand and walk on water. However, in order to do it, we need to be willing to get out of the perceived safety of the boat and put ourselves at risk. All too often that is my problem, I am afraid to get our of the boat and walk to where Jesus is waiting for me to join Him. At least Peter got out of the boat even though his faith failed him before he got to where Jesus was waiting. I am afraid that my faith will fail me before I get to where Jesus is waiting and thus I do not even get out of the boat.

     The psalmist tells us that he pursued his enemies until they were destroyed. However, he tells us that they turned and fled from him not because of anything he did, but because God caused them to do so. Let us praise and exalt God because He will cause our enemies to turn from us and flee. The Lord lives and He will be our rock and our savior. He will avenge us and save us from our enemies. We need not fear pursuing the goals that God sets for us, for He will cause those who oppose us to turn and flee.

     We can recognize the path of wisdom because it is straight and clear. If we follow the path of the wise ours steps will not be hampered and we will not stumble when we run. If we hold onto wise instruction it will provide us with life.